I am sitting here sipping my coffee and enjoying the smell of freshly cut grass. I like the textured look and feel my lawn has. It contains about three different grasses as well as clover. I love clover! I am mesmerized by my lawn. It reminds me of how I live my life. I abhor sameness. I love that every patch of grass is different. I love the uneven growth, the different shades of green, the different shapes of every blade of grass and the white flowers which dots the lawn right before they get mowed over. I shudder to think of how dull life would be if  we all thought the same.. ugh!

 

This morning I woke up and just felt ok.
I thought that was kinda blah and I ought to reach for something  
better...
I checked the emoscale and found I was in boredom.
I thought that was really awful until I saw what was beneath boredom:

Pessimism

Frustration/Irritation/Impatience

Overhwhelment etc.
I felt immediately better that I was only in Boredom :)
I proceeded to do some of the processes to move myself into a better feeling place.

I did The Prosperity Game, VR, Meditation, BOPA and Focus Wheel.

Half an hour later I felt eager to get on with things I was now  
inspired to do.
It's amazing to have access to so much power and control over my own life.

It's all about me, done to me, by me!

Isn't life full of wonder?

Laughter

 

I spent this week compiling a list of things that generates laughter for me.

Some of them are copyrighted, so I cannot share them here and a lot of them are downright silly!

It is the silly generators that gets me in the vortex every single time.

I believe that laughter is better than meditation  at bringing myself into alignment. I know this because of the way I feel and because of how easily I get things done or things I want.

I source laughter from  the funny jokes my mate tells me, YouTube, email jokes, sitcoms, movies, books, the antics of the wildlife in my garden,

socializing with our friends and looking for things to laugh about in general.

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Worrying

 

Since I've quit worrying which is really an ongoing mind  re training project with me, I've had time to read all the books you see on the left.
I've also had time to watch countless movies old and new, as well as attend to numerous projects, participate in social events and be in active communications with my few trusted friends around the globe.
I've also found that I have no tolerance for people who participate in worry and who wants to share their worries with me.
It just does not feel good to me.

Finding harmony with my own desires

 

My ongoing work is to find harmony with my own desires.

This usually comes to the forefront when I am experiencing situations that are uncomfortable.

The more I look at or participate in the uncomfortable experience, the more discordant I become.

What to do about it?

Firstly, from looking at this this thing that I do not want, I know instinctively what it is I do want and that is what I have to find vibrational harmony with -

What I desire.

Desire is what causes the universe to expand.

It is wonderful to know that we are all free to choose the things we like and that we do not have to choose the same things.

Everyone can choose differently and live harmoniously, but that requires a very broad perspective.

Those who are not willing to share this broader view will have a very different experience.

I firmly believe I came here because I knew it was the most amazing place to be and that  I did not want to miss it!

My only work is to choose thoughts, words and actions that feel as good as this amazing planet!

Born to be selfish

 

I am proud to say that I am a very selfish being!

It took a while to arrive here too!

What a place to be!

The freedom here is indescribable!

There is no limit to the use of exclaimation marks for one thing!

It is enlightening to know that I do not have to do what they want, 

or think like they want me to, 

or say what they think I should say,

or do what they think I should do, 

or feel as they feel.

I am selfish enough to know that good feels good and therefore IS good.

Anything that feels less than good is totally unacceptable to me.

Worthiness

 

Worthiness is such a beautiful word!

I can feel the grace in it just by saying, "I am worthy!"

It is so natural to say and experience worthiness.

It feels delicious to know and feel I am worthy.

I am worthy.

I am worthy of all the wellbeing there is.

I am worthy just because I am.

I don't feel the need or see a reason to justify my worthiness.

I was born worthy and therefore deserving of everything that is good.

Worthiness is my birthright and yours to.

Are you going to accept it?

Appreciation=Allowance=Expansion

 

There is great value in looking for things to appreciate.

I find myself doing this almost all the time now.

Sometimes when I am in the company of someone new, they usually look upon me with great amusement, as I exclaim about

every 'friggin' thing around me. 'Do you have to appreciate everything?' 

Yes I do!

'Why?'

Because it makes me feel good!

Looking for things to appreciate also means I am focused on what feels good and what IS good.

 Focusing with an attitude of appreciation- upon the scenery, or the comfortable, reliable car I'm driving in, or the wonderful music I'm listening to, 

or the well kept highways and byways, or the convenience of the filling stations, or the fantastic weather or my efficient windshield wipers or the bottle of spring water that's next to me- puts me in a place of Allowance.

I can only get to Expansion from this place of Allowance which can only be arrived at from a place of Appreciation.

My real destination

 

My real destination today is an improved feeling.

I woke up feeling the heaviness in the air which is noticeably different from the previous dry days we've been experiencing.

While humid and warm is not my perfect environment, I've got to choose to feel better first and foremost.

I decided that going to the fish market  first thing this morning, would feel better to me, so I did that.

It was a smooth easy drive with all green lights and front door parking.

I was delighted to find fresh sea scallops on sale along with all the other things on my list.

I am also starting a new cross-stitch project today which will bring my list of current projects up to a grand total of five!

This means that each day of the week I could work on a different one. 

The variety of choices makes me feel even more inspired.

Another thought I have is to mount the photos of my wildflower garden onto the cards, while I chat with my friend on skype.

Already, I am well on my way to my desired destination with these good feeling thoughts and actions.

Life is good!

I love it!

 

I do love knowing everything that has happened to me is because of my relationship between me and me.

I love knowing that no one else is to be blamed or credited for my manifestations.
It has always only been about me, me, me!
WOW!
So when the disgruntled man asked me to move my car because 'that was no place to park' I cheerfully moved it, and grinned at him when someone else promptly moved into the spot!
Others can try to ruin my day and they can succeed only if I let them.
Only if I let them!
WOW!

Vibrational Harmony

 

I am definitely in vibrational harmony today!

I felt love for my mate and the beautiful day which greeted me.

I appreciated my cup of Latte as I surveyed the beautiful flowers  in the garden and on the deck.

I felt joyous as the hummingbirds swooped in for their food.

I was eager to begin weeding the flower beds in the cool temperature of the morning.

I was absolutely delighted when my mate joined in the weeding too!

My washing machine was repaired in less than two hours after I made the call to the repair man.

I found all my favourite wines at the store today.

I heard from my best friend and I had a lovely surprise in the mail.

I believe I am tuned in, tapped in and turned on.

Life is extremely good to me because I am letting it!

Get Happy!

 

Practicing happy thoughts or getting happy is the secret to getting it all!
I am blessed to do whatever I want, whenever I want and however I want.
Mostly I do it all with a happy spirit.

Washing the sinks and bathrooms?
I usually listen to an audio book while doing the mundane chores.

Exercising?
Invigorating music.

Gardening?
Abraham cds or audio books.

Cooking?
Music

Decking?
That speaks for itself! :)

Cross-stitching?
Netflix streaming or a DVD

Computing?
MacBook of course!
(sheer pleasure just to use it as a tool)

Driving?
audio book or music

When I am not doing any of the above I am usually daydreaming in my journals using gel pens of course!

Lighten up!

 

I am appreciating all the contrasting experiences I had in the month
of June.
I got to clarify more  clearly what I did want.
I found out that I want more like minded people to rendezvous with.
I want more enthusiastic, joyful beings to romp with.
I like being with people who appreciate everything in their experience.
I like an adventurous spirit.
I like when life is looked at from an overflowing point of view rather
than half empty or even half full.
It is always overflowing to me.


I'd like for it to rain every other day.
I like the lightening storms once a month as they boost plant growth.
I enjoy seeing the deer every single day.
I love and adore silence.
I do my best creating in this feathered nest.

I like being reminded to lighten up and not be so damned perfecting!
So I've decided against ripping out a row of cross stitch because I
used the
wrong shade of pink! (I really need to lighten up don't I?)

What if everyone minded their own business period?

I gleefully  and eagerly accept that the magnificent life I am now
living is always working to accommodate me.
ALWAYS working to accommodate me, no matter how it looks.
NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKS!

As I lighten up during the course of the rest of my life I will
benefit enormously from the contrasting experiences.
I will no longer freak out over the What Is.

So here is my story:
I am enormously appreciative of my guests who were of a completely
different vibration and not.
I saw somethings which I had active in my vibrations as well and I do
thank them for pointing that out.
I remember a time when my mother was so discontented and resentful of
my father that even she forgot why.
It became a habit to complain about him and so she never stopped!
I remember when my brother refused to acknowledge that my parents
started him out with the business he now has.
It's amusing to hear him say that he created it from scratch by the
sweat of his brow. The other day when I got off the Precor machine I
felt the sweat on my eyebrows and wondered what could I create with
it? Then I thought of calling my expert brother and asking him!!!
I do so enjoy cracking myself up!