Astounding realization... it's all me!

 

I have noticed that anytime something in my external world shatters or disintegrates it jolts me into focusing in my inner world. 

This is a huge revelation to me this week.

Okay so here is what I want from now on:

I want to command my inner world without having to be jolted into it. 

Then again, would the experience be as focused? Because it is the contrast that is driving me to seek what is real and I am seeking and enjoying the process much more than if there was no contrast...

The Other thing I realised is that I set up those things to disintegrate so that I could remind myself of what is real. 

This is so astounding to me that I will stop here for now.

Every day...

Every day we should hear at least one little song, read one good poem, see one exquisite picture, and, if possible, speak a few sensible words. 

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe